what an unlucky day - nEbO run

woke up late (didn't manage to msg her as simcard blocked) - ran under heavy rain (whole body wet exactly) - simcard blocked - ATM card retained in machine - came back to tell her, but she gave me such attitude

NOKIA

somehow i'm back to NOKIA life now...
won't break when drops ~
no lag for sure ~
no one will snatch it ~
can sms and call ~
so should I consider about iTouch?

尽在不言中

忽然觉得失望、累了
忽然觉得skype&msn很困扰、很烦
忽然觉得一切都不在自己掌控之中
忽然觉得脑子所想的都却又不是自己所能做到的

有了决定，就必须有努力
有了努力，就必须有恒心
有了恒心，“却”又必须有耐心

这是何等的矛盾？

what now? desperate?

Don't even know what i should do right now... Shall i wait or just give up? keep dragging me without any reason makes me pissed off huh...